Personal

Today I need to type out the words to Mercy Me song Even If then I will explain.

They say sometimes you win some

Sometimes you lose some

And right now

Right now I’m losing bad

I’ve stood on this stage

Night after night

Reminding the broken

It’ll be alright

But right now

Oh right now I just can’t

It’s easy to sing

When there’s nothing to bring me down

But what will I say

When I’m held to the flame

Like I am right now

I know you’re able

and I know you can

save through the fire

with your mighty hand

but even if you don’t

my hope is you alone

they say it only takes a little faith

to move a mountain

good thing

a little faith is all I have right now

But God when you choose

to leave mountains unmovable

give me the strength to be able to sing

it is well with my soul

I know you’re able

and I know you can

save through the fire

with your mighty hand

but even if you don’t

my hope is you alone

I know the sorrow and

I know the hurt

would all go away if You’d just say the word

but even if you don’t

my hope is you alone

You’ve been faithful

You’ve been good

all of my days

Jesus, I will cling to you

come what may

‘cause I know you’re able

I know you can

I know you’re able

and I know you can

save through the fire

with your mighty hand

but even if you don’t

my hope is you alone

I know the sorrow

I know the hurt

would all go away

if you’d just say the word

but even if you don’t

my hope is you alone

it is well with my soul

it is well

it is well with my soul

Sent this verse by a friend today, not sure where in the Bible it is but this is what it says……I am the Lord your God who holds your right hand and I tell you, “Don’t be afraid. I will help you.”

Between that verse and that song it’s what I have held onto to just keep going today. I don’t get to terrible personal in this blog because well my family is private but I will say this. I am a mom of 3, a married mom of 3, a married mom of 3 that some days life throws you curveballs and you miss and take it in the jaw. Today was one of those days. Yes I am a Christian, I believe God is in complete control but on these kinds of days I need motivation to just keep going like all of you out there I have some really bad days. The song is kinda my anthem right now. It reminds me God is in control and if I have to sing it at the top of my lungs 20 times a day with tears streaming down my face than that is what I do. But when I finally lay my head down on my pillow I want my last words to be…it is well with my soul….before falling asleep. I thought it was important for me to share this out there in blog world because my blogs can be motivational but even the blogger needs motivation every once in awhile. I am human, I bleed when cut, I have scars all over my heart and some days are bad so now you know what I turn to on those bad days and I hope that it motivates you to pick a favorite verse or a favorite song or anything that you can scream at the top of your lungs, tears running down your face and at the end of the night it can be well with your soul also. This is my prayer tonight for all of you. Thanks for reading my blog.